What you will need:
Two pounds quince
Four cups water
Three quarters of a cup honey
A cinnomon stick and some cloves;
Ginger or anise, if you like.
There is bitterness in my life, I won't deny it. I spend more time than I ought imagining how life would be if it were not as it is. Why must there be strife and anger and decay? Why is it so difficult for those who are in conflict to see how much better life would be in every way if they were kind? Love sounds like a cute cliche to those in the midst of hatred. But it's still the right answer.
Quince is a hard, bitter, astringent fruit that is inebidble in its natural state.
(Try a little nibble if you don't believe me).
Yet it is closely related to apples and pears.
You will need to prepare the quince with care.
The Buddha was quite clear that all things are subject to change, that all things are subject to dissolution and decay, that all things die. I tend to think of this as relating only to me and my loved ones, or at most to all sentient beings, but that's not what he said. He said, "all things". This world, too, and all the beings in it. Stones and mountains and seas. Planets and stars and galaxies. Cars and trains and ships. All things must change, break down, and die.
Peel the quince and cut them in half, but be careful if you are using a sharp knife;
It is a very hard fruit and your hand may slip.
With a paring knife, cut out the center seed core.
Slice the quince into eighths.
But I don't want it to be true, that the world must also end. Strangely enough, I feel as if I am prepared for those I love to die, and for myself. Not that I will be happy about it, but I feel deeply that it is inevitable and merely a part of the natural cycle. But the world? It seems we should have done better, and still could. (Though I admit it doesn't seem likely). This, too, is part of the teachings, that even this world must go. Just because our malfeasance may well have been a part of the process does not make this any less true.
Put the honey and spices into the water.
Place the quince slices lovingly in.
Bring the whole thing to a boil,
Then turn down to the lowest simmer you can.
Cover loosely.
What I can do is bring light into the darkest places. Where there is sadness and pain, I can bring hope and help. Where there is conflict, I can bring my own peace. I cannot cure what ails the world, but I can do what is possible to make it less worse. There is so much of goodness in the world, and I know this in my heart. Evidence to the contrary does not negate the reality of this, and in fact gives the light, by contrast, that much greater luminosity.
Simmer for thirty to fifty minutes.
After thirty minutes check the quince.
What you want is a soft fruit that is not mushy.
And, look! As it cooks, the pale, beige fruit turns a rosy pink.
It's not always easy. I must always be reminded. There seems to be such urgency to the demands life places on me and on us. Yet nothing could be more useful than a little bit of uselessness. I cannot justify to you the time I take to sit at my desk and breathe deeply. This will not appear on my timesheet; I am not sorry. When I open my heart, freedom leaps out and I will share it with you. The world may not be healed but we, at least, will not go down enveloped in the flames of anger.
After removing the quince to cool
Continue to simmer the liquid uncovered.
Let it cook down.
It will make your whole house fragrant
And, when strained, yield a delicious nectar
That is good in everything.
This is a very good idea.
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